yes it was good training and I had to take a half hour break - if I ate
any food then it blocked the energy. So also it's best to do some
standing active "moving of yin and yang" so that the knees can recover
better. But - over all - what I did was switch which leg was on top
every hour while I did the 1 hour "small universe" meditation c.d. from http://springforestqigong.com
- there was one person who paid me who was doing the Wim Hof method -
so I said instead I would do the Wim Hof method. I discovered that the
intentional hard breathing was too left brain focus instead of the
visualization of the small universe meditation that is more right brain
visualization.
So it was definitely a great experiment because I saw much bright light
while meditation - and so I proved to myself that I could build up my
energy again. But then I realized that the energy I built up I had to
use to heal my family when I was supposed to be using it to heal the
people paying me. And also when people pay you money then they expect
results and I realized - that it was a big commitment to work on healing
people for that amount of money. No offense to the people who paid me -
it was a great treat and I am very grateful and some of them did report
feeling the energy. Also I would get "messages" of information to
suggest for people for various healing avenues - herbs, etc.
So the emotional blockage, we are told, is the number one blockage -
and also everyone has this "unconditional love" of the heart - so when I
found my dad's dead blue body suddenly I got overwhelmed by this strong
- really strong heart love energy - the yuan qi - and so I knew that is
what he had experienced when he died. So I never cried about his death -
as that would have dishonored the truth he experienced. But the night
before he had come home and my pineal gland picked up - I felt a heart
blockage internally in me - so I knew he had a heart blockage but it
surprised me since I had never picked up a heart blockage from someone.
Previously I had picked up lung blockages as sadness and liver blockages
as anger and lust blockages are the most common - and pancreas as too
much worry - the pineal gland transduces these blockages. But the heart
blockage is a deeper level - as it is stated that "overexcitement" of
the heart is still a lower emotion - the passion-love of the heart.
So what I experienced from doing healing on people - is that if I sent
out too much yin qi energy as love energy from the heart - via the
pineal gland - from doing too much of it, the I got real sad - and the
reason is because the root of the yin qi energy from the passion of the
heart is actually the lungs as the white tiger energy. This is why
deeper lung energy then creates courage which then increases compassion -
but the alternate direction is using too much lung energy then causes
sadness.
In fact the qigong master when he read my energy over the phone said my
main blockage was my lungs - and I took me - I had to study Taoist
alchemy to figure out what he meant, as I did too much tantra free
psychic healing while in full lotus in public.
So I am moving into a hermitage - I bought land and I will sit in full
lotus on the bare ground to build u p the yin qi of the Earth to restore
my energy.
What the qigong masters do is the spirit healing - and so the Emptiness
as unconditional love does the healing. What this means on a deep level
is to actually transcend death. I go into details in my free pdf that I
have linked. https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/04/10/idiot-s-guide-to-taoist-alchemy/
So as the qigong master who befriended me http://guidingqi.com
said he lives in a "life and death situation" every day - and he
demonstrated this to me once. I was ranting about politics and he didn't
want to listen - he was in the car - and so he got real quiet. This was
after he first said, "but I'm on your side!" but I still would not shut
up. haha. So then suddenly, - after he was totally quiet - I felt this
very strong electromagnetic force deep on the right side of my heart.
So that shut me up and then he explained that since he didn't want to
listen to me so he left his body. I was driving - but he does this while
he drives also. haha. Anyway - so then he said he wanted to see if I
was speaking from my heart and he said that I was.
So - the point being - he can leave his body at will but he said it is
the Emptiness that does the healing - and so - this is what the original
qigong master calls the difference between the void and the Emptiness.
When we activate the Yuan Qi - as deep heart unconditional love - this
is what a qigong master can do but it is still the void as the spiritual
ego. The qigong master who befriended me said at first he was healing
still with his mind and so it was limited. He said you can have your
third eye fully open as a qigong master but that is still not real
enlightenment.
It is only once death is transcended - then you can access the
universal Yuan Qi - and this as the Emptiness (not the void) - is beyond
even the emotion of unconditional love.
so the qigong master who befriended me said the main problem that
limits people going into the Emptiness is lack of kidney energy so there
is too much fear and this causes the mind to get too attached to the
lower emotions. So passion as compassion is also still a lower emotion -
even as unconditional love.
So we use unconditional love to go into the Emptiness via the void as
our spiritual ego but it is the Emptiness as pure yuan qi energy that
actually does the healing.
There are more details to this that I go into in the training. Just as I
wrote the above is my first time explaining it in those terms.
So this is a very awesome healing video from qigong master Effie P. Chow.
What she is noting - she says the person is a "perfectionist" and is fixated on the past.
The qigong masters state that the last blockage to be cleared out is in the mind - from the past.
So we can say that what happens is deep emotional blockages are stored
as trauma in the hippocampus - this is known as PTSD - it actually
causes dopamine damage to the dopamine receptors from the amygdala to
the hippocampus.
So if you have too much adrenaline - the fight-flight reaction - the
sympathetic nervous system then shoots up dopamine to the brain.
So if this is too much - well at first it causes time to slow down -
while the internal brain from the adrenaline actually processes
information at a faster rate. So this is why time appears to slow down
while internal brain time is speeding up.
But if this is too much for the brain to handle then it becomes a repressed traumatic subconscious memory.
So for example music is closely tied to memory - and so what happens is
people remember music before remembering the words - and when the words
to a song are remembered then it reveals their subconscious emotional
blockage - from the current experience occurring, when the music is
remembered in the brain.
So the music is closely tied to emotional processing via the
cerebellum. It is the cerebellum that controls both movement and emotion
and then ties to the amygdala and hippocampus.
So the hippocampus is long term memory storage - and so this happens
during our dreams whereby our waking state experiences are switched from
short term energy emotional blockages into long term memory storage by
integrating the short term experiences with their subconscious energy
connections with the long term memory storage.
This is why the subconscious will be activated by associations to long
term memories - smell is the easiest since the smell molecular receptors
are only one molecule away from memory storage and smell bypasses the
prefrontal cortex going straight to the subconscious.
So normally in our waking state the left brain dominance subconsciously
screens out our emotional energy blockages - and so we constantly are
creating subconscious emotional blockages while in left-brain dominance.
So then what happens is that if we get an emotional energy healing -
the left brain will fight the healing just as like an exorcism that is
occurring. And that is exactly what the qigong master is picking up
while doing the healing above.
So - for example if someone had PTSD - then their subconscious
association will trigger the trauma while awake and since their waking
left brain can not consciously handle the emotional blockage - then the
person will burst out in anger. In fact the anger is a reaction to deep
fear - because the fight-flight deep stress response has been activated.
And so the qigong training is based on sublimating the lower emotional
energy to open up the right side of the brain via the vagus nerve - and
so this is through the relaxed kidney energy that has to be built up
first. And then once the right brain "clears out" from the jing energy
building up then it switches over the left brain - and that is how the
left brain blockages are cleared out.
So this is why it is much easier for the qigong masters to do spirit
healing on people when they are asleep so that their left brain while
awake does not fight the energy blockage that is really an emotional
blockage.
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